Monday, November 24, 2014

In Poche Parole..

Ciao tutti
Well... this is it... 
i don't really know what to wright about... Im super sad to leave the mission. Its blessed my life in more ways than i could have ever imagined. Ive learned so much and grown so close to my savior. I HAVE LOVED these past 18 months with all my heart. they really are the best months of my life.
Some of the things I've learned the most are
How important prayer, scriptures and church are. These three things will help all of us endure to the end. they help us feel the spirit everyday and they let us invite the savior into our lives. The scriptures are POWERFUL beyond measure! when we read them we have a power to overcome the temptations of the adversary. Prayer is one of the most important things we can do everyday! When we pray we can literally have the savior by our side and if we have faith we can do all things! Church is a way in which we can show christ that we accept his atonement for us. Think about it. when we don't take the sacrament we are telling christ that for that week we wont remember him and that we don't want to accept the gift of the atonement that he has given us. (thats already payed for... its a waste.) 
Ive learned the importance of the plan of salvation. and especially to have an eternal perspective in all things. in poche parole S.M.I.L.E (Spiritually Minded Is Life Eternal) 
Ive learned how to show others your love for them. its called SACRIFICE when we sacrifice and do things that maybe we don't want to do (like dishes or buying the toilet paper this week even though i did it last week too.) we show those in whom we are with that we love them. Especially when you LOVE that person. imagine how selfish we are when we don't do things for those we love simply because we don't want to. check yourselves. AND ESPECIALLY DONT COMPLAIN!!! 
Ive learned how important and powerful our desires our. they can lead us to do good or evil. and we need to be careful with them. in the end if we really have a true desire to follow god but we struggle to do it. in poche parole it means that we are trying. and that we are doing the best we can. 
Miracles happen, Angels are here on earth helping us.
and a whole lot more I've learned!!!
Ok funny story!! this week we were teaching our simp gianni and for our last lesson we taught him the law of chastity! and he read the pamphlet and the next time we saw him he comes up running to us and says (this is a gianni phrase..) "in poche parole" the law of chastitiy is....etc. and as hes telling us all the rules he says "don't look on a women and lust after her" and as he is saying that a women walks by who was pretty good looking and his head follows her and he ends up with his mouth open and not talking... hahahahah we were laughing SO hard!!! AS he was talking about not looking at women he was doing it! hahah sorry maybe that sounds a bit stupid and gross but it was soooooooo funny! then we hit him in the head with our scriptures. 
Agata is great. she isn't going to get baptized this week but she is going to get baptized. that is the important thing! 
This week i pack friday night and leave early Saturday morning to take a 11 hour train to rome. ill be in rome 3!!!!!! for church and then p-day ill be at the villa for my last interview and i should be leaving early morning tuesday.... so thats it. 
I love you all so much! i cant tell you guys how much my mission has meant to me and how grateful I've been to serve a mission. I'm truly lucky! everything i say about my mission is an understatement... and just like alma says " i cannot say the least part of which i feel." 
Con Tutto Il Mio Cuore
Sorella Felice 

pics
me on the bus today 
this guy with his pony on the sabbath

GRAPE SEASON!!! one reason i love september in italy! 



Four in a Fiat

Ciao tutti!!!
This week went well. We had my last zone conference which was really sad!! and i gave my death testimony which didn't go so well.. when i got up there i said buongiorni tutti instead of buongiorno... i was SOOO nervous! but after that it went alright.. i decided not to use anymore italian in it after that slip up. 
AHHH so during the conference we got a text from agata that said she wanted to get baptized before i left and that we should start planning it!!! and then that night we called her and she told us that she didn't want to get baptized anymore. that she was looking up stuff on line and she said that she really didn't have a testimony and that her mom was yelling at her for the decision..etc. it was like the saddest day of my life i just kept crying and crying... and then the next day she told us that all was good and that she wants to still be baptized but she isnt going to tell her mom about it cause there were so many problems at home.... so.. thats were we are with agata. she isn't going to get baptized before i go, but thats just fine. as long as its in her time and  and its right. 
Yesterday we went to church in enna. its a little city that just barely got missionaries this year and just two months ago they baptized there first member. so we took agata and our new convert (from the other sorelle that got taken out) and we went to enna for church!! it was soooo cool! the spirit is soooo strong and the chapel is the living room of the elders apartment haha but it was great i was looking at all the people there and there were 4 missionaries, 2 non members, and 4 new converts (three from catania and the one from enna) so it was super interesting, if you would have gone back just 1 year there would have only been 4 missionaries. anyway. that was fun and cool. 
last night we found two baby cockroaches which means there is some mother hiding in our house we cant find.... :( also we decided that the bakery under our apartment is breeding them so we refuse to buy anything from them. 
Nothing too exciting happened this week. besides the fact that I'm in love with italy and never want to leave. catania is sooo beautiful!! 
LOVE YOU ALL SO  MUCH!!!
Sorella Felice 

pics 
agata, new convert veronica me and cano in the back of a tiny yellow fiat on the way to enna
me and cano 
and then us at church!!!! 




Its kind of lonely in a house of two…. unless you go into the kitchen at night… then you'll have hundred of friends!!!

Ciao tutti
Well this week was just hectic! the sorelle left and now its only me and sorella cano in the big scary house of monsters. We cleaned it really well this week though and we do the dishes every five seconds so that maybe the cockroaches wont have enough food and want to leave. (thats are plan but shhhhh dont tell the cockroaches!) This week has been super stressful cause we now have our work (which was a lot! not going to lie... like less actives potentials... etc.) and now we have the work of the other sorelle which was a lot bigger!!! AHHHHHH to many people to see in to little time! Also this week is the week of death in all of the mission . FERRAGOSTO. its so hot in italy during august that everyone leaves and goes on vacation, but this week is the actual week of holiday so all the stores are closed and everyone is GONE! so not only do we have a lot of work but we cant visit them cause everyone is at the beach or on vacation... wahoooo. I'm lucky that I'm not in a small city though like foggia or sassari. (they are like ghost towns for a month) at least cantania has tourists. 
AHHHHH also big news!!! I SAW ANZIANO BIRBERG THIS WEEK!!!! it was so exciting!!! he is going to palermo which is on the other part of the island also its another zone so that was the last time ill see him on the mission :( but it was super fun!!! love that kid! 
What else happened this week. Church yesterday was CRAZY!!!! first off we get there and all the members are waiting outside waiting for someone with the keys to come and open the gate. and sorella cano and i ask all the members if they can greet our simps that were coming to church and make them feel welcome (cause they don't... its a huge problem. last week we had someone new come and not ONE person said hi.) anyway then the members got in a huge fight and they were like sorelle how are we supposed to love these new people when we don't even love each other.... ughhhh so frustrating!!! i think its for this reason that this city used to be THE MISSION OF CATANIA and now its a city with four missionaries. anyway that stinked but then everyone brought a friend to church and we have TWO NEW REFERRALS!!!!!!!!!!!! crazy!!!! and we have appointments with them this week! so that was cool.
ok other than than nothing to exciting has happened (besides the fact that I'm getting fat here in sicily with all the good food!) look for the rolly polly at the airport in five weeks! LOVE YOU!!!!!! 
Sorella felice 

pics
a giant leaf i found 
all of us at a phillipino party with a priest 

me and birberg



Agata!

Ciao tutti!!!!
I'm losing me desire to write emails so... bear with me this might be really short.
This week we had a AMAZING lesson with one of our simps! last sunday she said that she was thinking about not taking the lessons anymore cause she wasn't getting an answer and we talked to her for a long time and then this week we had a lesson with her about testimony. Anyway long story short she asked me when i was leaving and i told her blah blah blah and she said OH NO you wont be here!! and i said for what? and she said i got my answer last night and IM GETTING BAPTIZED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH we are trying to see if we can have her baptism on the 13th (my last saturday) but she is leaving for vacation soon and not coming back till a couple days before that date.. but oh well. Im just soooo happy!!!!!! she told us that she prayed and asked if she should get baptized then started reading in the bible and she was reading a part where john the baptist was preaching to the people and tells them to be baptized and converted unto the true gospel of christ. and she said i felt peace and i KNEW! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so excited!!!!!
other than that nothing really exciting happened..
Anyway love you all!!!!! hope you have the best rest of the summer EVER!!! (i don't think that really made sense.) HAVE A GOOD WEEK!!! 
Vi Voglio Bene
Sorella Felice 

my comp hahah

me and agata (our simp thats getting baptized!!!!!) we went to a restaurant today called old wild west hahah


IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!!!

Ciao tutti!!!
TODAY WE WENT TO MNT. ETNA!!!!!!!! it was sooo cool!!! its one of the tallest and most active volcanos in the world!! ahhhhhh so cool! and you can see like all of sicily..... well not all but a lot!! and it has been going off all week so there was still lava at the top (which we couldn't see but you could see a bit of red and then just smoke. ) it was super fun!!!
this week was FERRAGOSTO! which is the week most dreaded in all the mission. everyone leaves. we didn't have one appointment with any of our simps... so that was cool. but its better here then being in a small city so i cant complain. We cleaned our house all day for ferragosto (cause there is no work so the mission does a cleaning day). what else happened this week...
not much im just going to send pics today.. really nothing happened this week so... I LOVED THE VOLCANO super cool!!!!! 
ok also fun fact in the catholic church. sometimes that put out priests (dead priests) on display and this week we found one that you could actually see he was disintegrating (is that the right word?) anyway love you all!!!!!! 
mwhahh
sorella felice 




Catania…. continued

Ciao Tutti!
Well this week not a lot happened....
ok really I'm just looking in my planner and really NOTHING excited happened. We've just been visiting our homies here in catania and teaching the gospel...
OH DUH! transfer calls came and IM STAYING IN CATANIA WITH CANO TO DIE wahooo. however the worst part is that they are blowing out the other sisters. Sorella stephens is going to rome to train (which i am really happy about cause she hasnt been able to see rome and she has been in the south her whole mission so it should be super fun for her to die up there. ) and then sorella furlanich died this week... :( ...(ok when someone finishes there mission we use the term to die.) so me and cano will be all alone here in this HUGE city!!!!! Besides the two elders. (the crazy part is that sassari has 8 missionaries and its a tiny tiny tiny city that used to only have one set of elders there, and catania is a HUGE HUGE HUGE city that used to be a MISSION!!! and now there are only four missionaries here. However the sisters were blown out cause the ward doesn't deserve 6 missionaries. no one helps the missionaries here and so pres. decided to take them out, which is super sad. 
Also i have to defend myself all alone against the mother cockroaches!!!!!! this morning we found one that i killed that its antennas were like 4 inches long!!!! AHHHH so gross!!! we all woke up at five cause the sisters had to get to the airport to fly to rome to die and sorella stephens just starts screaming and all of us are up on chairs just screaming at 5 in the morning trying to figure out how to kill this beast of a cockroach.... (wow my adventures here are sooooo exciting) 
This week we did a lesson with this less active family (they are my first less active family that i really believe they are doing the best they can and they literally cant get to church. i love them so much!!! its a single mom with two little girls... ahhhh i love them!!! but we did this lesson with them this week where we made a cake and all the "ingredients" were the things we need in our life like flour = prayer.... etc.. and the little girl who is nine came up to me and gave me the biggest hug after and told me that she loved the church!!!!!!!!!! it was soooooo cute!!! and she isn't baptized but she wants to really bad but she cant :( anyway that was fun!
This week one of your simps dropped us (it happens super often but this is one I've praying for and i had a lot of faith and hope that she was going to get baptized.) anyway we called her and she was like i don't want to learn about the gospel anymore sorry. and we asked her if we could at least go and get a gelato with her, saying we really just want to be friends (cause that is what she needs. she is super depressed and never leaves her house and never hangs out with people) and she told us that she didn't want to do that.... it was really sad... and then today we saw her on the bus and she SPRINTED off!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHH i don't understand!!!!!!!!!!! Its sucks when you know how to help someone and they wont let you!!! and I'm devastated that she wants to remain in this state of depression.... :( 
Yesterday we ate dinner with an american family that works on the military base here in catania and they made us chicken enchiladas!!!!! wahooo soo good AND REFRIED BEANS!!!!! and dried mango and a betty crocker chocolate cake.... ahhhh troppo americano!!!! 
anyway really thats all that has happened love you so much!!!! have a great week
Sorella Felice

Ps i went on a cereal shopping spree and bought a ton of master crumble (mom) that will last me till the end of my mission hahah 

pics. me and kimberly making the cake (well frosting the holy ghost hahah) 
a little boy trying to shoot me when i was doing an english lesson to this cute family

Some priest with the name felice





The Start of Armageddon

Ciao tutti...
Well this week was just beautiful.... NOT. lets just say it was very interesting to say the least.. ill start with Wednesday
So wednesday we have correlation and one of the member missionaries said he was talking to one of our investigators (who I've been praying all transfer to accept our message!! she is so ready and so amazing i really just love her!!) and she told him that she didn't want to see us again and she didn't want to hear more.... :( but we will see. we still have to see her.
So thursday we go visit a contact/investigator and we do a little lesson with her then we had off to go home. so Catania is HUGE and to get anywhere it takes at least an hour and a half.. so we took three busses and then walked for half an hour. (i had run out of money so i couldn't buy water so i just felt dead and dehydrated.. we take an hour for lunch and then go back out again cause we had our interviews with president waddoups. So i check my bag to see if i brought my planner and I'm like HOLLY CRAP MY WALLETS NOT HERE!!! but we didn't have time to go back to the house to see if it was there so we had to wait till after all of our interviews 6 bus rides and a long walk back to the house to find that it wasn't there :( so then the office told me to call and get my cards cancelled... anyway. I wasn't super upset that my wallet was stolen i was just like... die whatever... then we go out to go use the pay phone so i could call you guys and my shoes breaks..... so that was fun i looked like a hobo with no shoes and putting pennies into the stupid pay phone hahaha
The cutest part though is that the other sorelle come home and THEY BOUGHT ME SHOES!!!! how cute is that! they are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
ok so thursday i run out of money. get my wallet stolen. and my shoes break.(they only got  my temple recommend cause all my money was gone haha) 
Friday we travel to siracusa which is BEAUTIFUL|!!!! its where paul landed after being stranded in malta. he taught the gospel in these cool rock temples that we found. so ZONE CONF is always the best!! loved it! except during the conference sorella cano gets up to give her birth testimony and I'm like OHHH i need to film this so i get my camera and it wont turn on.... long story short something happened to my camera and ITS DESTROYED!!!!!! I don't know what happened cause it was in its case but..... its utterly destroyed.. so that one was a little sad. then that night they had all the sisters sleeping in there apartment and i slept on the floor and it was so hot that i never actually fell asleep. :( 
Saturday, we had a baptism!!! it was the elders and the kid is 18 and is american but lives on the army base here. HE IS SOOO COOL!!! he was searching mormon.org one day decided he was going to be baptized. talked to online missionaries in england and then they contacted us. (the anziani) anyway he is AWESOME! sorella furlanich asked hime if he was excited to be baptized and he says .. yeah but I'm more excited to go to the temple hahahah 
so during his baptism... there were two italians and then a lot of the members from the branch at the base. the closing hymn we sing "How great thou art" and the one italian lady is singing opera style and she is like crying and all of us are trying to keep cool and not laugh.. then the other italian is sitting next to me and sorella furlanich and he is singing like this (HoW GrEAt THou ArT ) i don't know if you understand that but his voice did that... and he sounded really nasally. and he was super quite so no one else could here him but furlanich and i. then the worst part is that instead of "art" he was saying "fart" hhahahahahaha we were dying i was in tears!!! hahaha how great though fart hahah so ooooo good!!! the baptism was the most spiritual that I've ever been too. sooo amazing!!
Then sunday we go to a members house and they feed us... then there is a baptism of three little girls in the ward. the chapel WAS PACKED!!!! and during the baptism the guy who has the talk on the spirit instead decides to be a comedian and tells two stories about one, a cat peeing in his hat and then him putting it on his head, and then a story of what happened while he was in the bathroom taking a dump...... how it related to the spirit.. i do not know. 
then the ward mission leader gets up (who does NOT understand social Qs) and starts talking and in the middle this girl stands up AND STARTS THROWING UP!! And she bends over and is just puking and she is wearing the shortest dress ever and.... lets just say everyone saw her weggie. it was sooooo sad!!! AND FRATELLO BRUNO JUST KEPT TALKING!!!!!!!!!!! then one of the little girls when she was baptized her legs came flying up out of the water and she was wearing a dress (it reminded me of my baptism) then after the baptism we go to ANOTHER meal appointment (i literally had a food baby!!) 
So that is what happened.......... everything that could possibly go wrong went wrong.... but I'm still smiling and just laughing through it cause when life gives you lemons you got to make lemonade... (even though i don't have money to buy lemons...) 
Well i love you all so much!!!! I cried when i saw the picture you sent me!! and mom i cant believe you actually make shirts that said i love paula HAHAHAH i literally cried!!!!!! ill show you all next week what I'm doing with the photo!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!
Love sorella felice

pics
baptism
meal appointments on sunday (so you guys will believe me how much we eat) 
first course HUGE PLATE OF PASTA

Second plate MEAT